Tuesday, April 19, 2011

My LSS for more than a week.. :)

Been listening to this for like more than week already. A song that I can relate to with what my heart is going through now. Sigh. It's life. Below are the lines that struck me most. :)
Does he (she) love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me?
'Cause baby, I didn't

You said you needed a little time for my mistakes
It's funny how you use that time to have me replaced

Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working

I need to know should I fight for our love or disown?
It's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart

Anyway, Blessed Holy Week everyone. Keep safe and May God bless us all. :)

Monday, April 11, 2011

Screen Shots.. :)

Just more screen shots of E63. I love taking screen shots of it. I also love the app where you can change the fonts. Enjoying E63 much. I think it's better than my old E71. :)

Sunday, April 10, 2011

New.. :)

So, I sold my Samsung Star Wifi again. Because I just wanted to. That phone just reminded me of things that I should not be thinking. And now I have a Nokia E63. 2nd hand but it's still in very good condition and complete. Thanks to my friend. I still don't have a photo of my phone, I have screen shots though. I am loving the Screen Shot App and the i-SMS app that is like an iPhone. Cool. I love Nokia and Symbian. :)

1st photo is a Conversation, using i-SMS. I love the app so much. 2nd photo, me playing Dinner Dash 2 in my phone. HAHA! I love that game. The last 2 are the smileys that you can use in that i-SMS. I wonder if iPhone has really smiley like all those. I'm enjoying it. Will be posting more of it soon. Thanks! :)

Saturday, April 9, 2011

When In Rome.

A movie line that I could totally relate with.
Just watched it on Star Movies awhile ago.

This is for Him. :)

Thank you for making me believe in love again.
Even if it wasn't real for you,
but for me it was very real.

A line that Kristen Bell said to Josh Duhamel. I love this movie. Seen this more than once already. :)

Moving on.. :)

So, photo says it all. It has officially ended just last Saturday, 4.2.11. Sad but at least things are clear now, I'm not left hanging already. Right? Didn't expect that it'll end too early. :|

I still have questions though, like What did I really do? Was my love not enough? Was it too much? Did he really loved me? Or he just wanted to try how relationship works? All these are left unanswered and I think it would be better that way. What's your say? I also think to myself that maybe he was never really attracted to me physically, but I wish he saw the beauty inside me. Friends say I didn't do anything bad, "Nagmahal lang daw ako." I do not really know what to say with that. Sigh. But I am so thankful to have my friends, they are the ones helping me move on, giving me advices and keeping me company. So blessed. And God too. For being there always.

I miss him, his smile, laugh, eyes, his hands that I love to hold, his voice, all of him. I am not fine, I am hurting, I am sad and it's really part of it that I must face. I just hope to be fine soon. Please pray for me.

I wish him well, with his life, career and all. I do not regret anything I said and done for him. It was all real. It was all with love, from my heart. I will never forget you. God bless to us all. :)