So, photo says it all. It has officially ended just last Saturday, 4.2.11. Sad but at least things are clear now, I'm not left hanging already. Right? Didn't expect that it'll end too early. :|
I still have questions though, like What did I really do? Was my love not enough? Was it too much? Did he really loved me? Or he just wanted to try how relationship works? All these are left unanswered and I think it would be better that way. What's your say? I also think to myself that maybe he was never really attracted to me physically, but I wish he saw the beauty inside me. Friends say I didn't do anything bad, "Nagmahal lang daw ako." I do not really know what to say with that. Sigh. But I am so thankful to have my friends, they are the ones helping me move on, giving me advices and keeping me company. So blessed. And God too. For being there always.
I miss him, his smile, laugh, eyes, his hands that I love to hold, his voice, all of him. I am not fine, I am hurting, I am sad and it's really part of it that I must face. I just hope to be fine soon. Please pray for me.
I wish him well, with his life, career and all. I do not regret anything I said and done for him. It was all real. It was all with love, from my heart. I will never forget you. God bless to us all. :)